why do it?

think long & hard about breast surgery.  dont get it to feel better about yourself or because a guy will like you more.  i researched for 8 years before making the choice.  i totally loved my old body, i was a nude model with small breast for years and absolutely loved myself.  i didnt think having large breast would make me more beautiful or happy.  thats the big question i hear a lot, why did you do that, you looked great.  haha  im not arguing with you, i’ve always looked incredible.  i didnt get them to look great or feel better about myself, i already felt i was perfect as is.

i got breast implants for the same reason i get tattooed, i simply enjoy how it looks.  its a body mod of sorts for me.  i dont love myself any more or any less today, 2 years after the surgery.  and that should be the ultimate goal.  to still be happy with yourself.  get happy before you make any choices, then do what you want.

Bikinis & Birthdays!!

one year later, i’d say bikinis never looked so good!! this makes me want to spend more time on the beach or better yet, in a hot tub!! all i can say when i look at photos like this, is why do i not own more sexy lingerie or gorgeous dresses or low cut tops!?! maybe some of you should be asking yourselves that too!! nothing makes a girl happier than birthday gifts that she can use to take great photos for her blog all about breasts!!

Happy 1st Birthday Boobs!

its been a full year and everything is incredible!!
this year i decided to celebrate 365 days of gorgeous boobs, i’d rock a bikini all day!!

enjoy!!

progress report

things i have noticed about cold weather in Michigan, and my breast implants…

– they get cold first before my body, silicone is a great conductor
– i fell hard while snowboarding and thought i seriously popped one
– cleavage is awesome but snow falling in it is a pain
– i am always willing to wear a bikini even in the snow these days
– i’m still jealous of my bffs natural boobs, her cleavage looks so soft & smooshy

they havent changed visually for a while now, i’m settled at a 34D, a C if its a weird cut of bra. i’d like to start buying some push up bras and perhaps some cute matching bras and panties. my birthday is coming up!!

my birthday wishlist

my probabtion is up!

i just hit the 90 day mark and things look incredible!!
the camera angle was a little off this time but the results speak for themselves
theyre soft and people have no idea

i usually tell them i have implants when i get compliments
i own up to it. i really think i should, im damn proud
so many people i know tell me i have the best boob job they’ve ever seen

i have to agree.

8 weeks

Before & After

Pre-Op August 11, 2008

34AA

Post-Op September 18, 2008

34D

displacement

so remember how i was freaking out over the pics of implants being pushed up all crazy high? well at just 5 weeks mine started getting so soft and settling, and now, at 7 weeks, check em out!!

i’ve been slacking on photos but the changes are more subtle now. now its going to be more long term changes. but monday, when i hit 8 weeks i’ll take a ton of before and after style, maybe i’ll try on all my bikinis again!!! so stay posted!!!

5 weeks

my implants dont even feel present anymore. they feel and look real when i massage them. they still sit a tiny bit high, but the next month should level them out. they feel incredible, i can sleep on my stomach and not wear a bra. i see my doctor for the official After photos this thursday. then i move in 3 weeks, so it’ll be good to see her and get her approval before. shes been wonderful through the entire thing.

one downside you can see, the bottom inside of the, left one is flat. (its extra flat due to the angle of my arms, muscles pushing on it) no worries. the right one was last week, its scar tissue allowing it to settle, combined with the wire of the bra, i always sleep to one side, im a bad boob trainer. hahahaha so hence, no bra at bedtime and lots of massage should have it all smoothed out

i hit 6 weeks tomorrow so i’ll post a ton of photos, maybe get some old pics out and do a side by side!!

quick update

both boobs feel very real now.  still look fake-ish, as they continue to drop & fluff they’ll become even more perfect.  they arent super high still, just from the side is when i notice it.  for now, i’ve settled at 34D bra size, which is like 4 sizes up from my 34AA old size.

everyday i make sure to massage them, its not some weird ritual to go through, its more just constantly smooshing them around, i lay on them for a few minutes before i get up and go to work, at work i push against my desk, especially from the bottom.  one day i’ll be able to lift them to my collarbone, its close already.  and they kiss in the middle, making great cleavage, im just not soft enough to wear a push-up bra yet.  that’ll take time, it has only been 4 weeks.

im using Bio-Oil at night, i should be lotioning & oiling them up at least twice a day but i kinda suck at lotion.  i can see the skin tightening and stretching as they heal, it feels warm.  the lotion helps keep them cool, and makes me feel kinda sexy. haha   and the incisions look great, no lumps or thickness building, just thin lines that should be fully hiden as they settle, right now you can only see if you have my breasts at above eye level.

everyday they feel or look different, so i have to keep that in mind.  and new feelings are normal.  yesterday i could feel my heart racing through the implant, like it was vibrating it.  haha