both boobs feel very real now. still look fake-ish, as they continue to drop & fluff they’ll become even more perfect. they arent super high still, just from the side is when i notice it. for now, i’ve settled at 34D bra size, which is like 4 sizes up from my 34AA old size.
everyday i make sure to massage them, its not some weird ritual to go through, its more just constantly smooshing them around, i lay on them for a few minutes before i get up and go to work, at work i push against my desk, especially from the bottom. one day i’ll be able to lift them to my collarbone, its close already. and they kiss in the middle, making great cleavage, im just not soft enough to wear a push-up bra yet. that’ll take time, it has only been 4 weeks.
im using Bio-Oil at night, i should be lotioning & oiling them up at least twice a day but i kinda suck at lotion. i can see the skin tightening and stretching as they heal, it feels warm. the lotion helps keep them cool, and makes me feel kinda sexy. haha and the incisions look great, no lumps or thickness building, just thin lines that should be fully hiden as they settle, right now you can only see if you have my breasts at above eye level.
everyday they feel or look different, so i have to keep that in mind. and new feelings are normal. yesterday i could feel my heart racing through the implant, like it was vibrating it. haha
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09/17/2008 at 12:59 am
glad to hear you’re settling in and healing…
Sounds like an amazing adventure of self discovery.